Time to put my foot down and grow up. Going to the gym to do cardio and a little bit of weight lifting and TurboFire at home. I'm really sick of my belly. Looking in the mirror thinking I look awful. Stop. It starts NOW not tomorrow not Monday. Eat right, that's all there is to it. I just asked if oatmeal was good? It's not the best. He said eggs and steak!! I could eat that everyday. I don't see why not. Out to eat:: salad. Bad ass salad. B.A.S. for short. Lol. Till then.

One year later!!

Last post was a year ago. A lot of things has happened in a year. My dog passed away in August. That was one of the hardest things we had to go through. It was a sad day. Some days are just so difficult. I just want to touch and pet my baby Bo. :( We saw him die. I'm glad I did. It was not easy to watch him "collapse" on the vet table after receiving the death shot. He had cancer and he was struggling. I'm crying as I type this. Oh, Bo, I sure hope you remember us and I wish wish wish I could get you back but we have to move on. The memories I have of you will always remain with me. I love you so much, Bo. Love love love. I've been trying to eat clean. Avoid bad carbohydrates. Lately I've been doing well, but sometimes I have a big unnecessary meal once or twice a week. So maybe having this blog will help make me keep on track. Crossfit is something I would definitely sign up. Approximately 120 to 180 A MONTH so I don't think so. Will do it on my own. TurboFire is so much fun. I was doing so well for 3 months. I need to go back on it. I'm very athletic. Just tired of my belly. I want a dang six pack!! I know I can do it. Can can can!!! :)Off to McDonald's. Will have a salad!! 190 calories. No dressings. Molls

PS. We have a new cat. His name is Cali. We now have two cats. Kiwi and Cali.

PSS or is it PPS. We bought a house in September 2011.

Wedding plans!?!?!?!?

So my man and I have been together for almost 9 years and we haven't gotten married yet.  We're ok with that because we know we're deep in love.  A marriage certificate means nothing to us.  Now that we've been together for so long, we thought it would be awesome to have a simple and sweet wedding in my uncle and aunt's backyard.  Their backyard is so enormous with trees, green grass, all that.  Pretty cool.  No offense to those Christians, but I didn't want to get in married in a church.  Way too common.  I like different.

A pic of my man and I:

Monday Ink

Hello.  Let me introduce myself first.  My name is Mollie.  I am deaf.  I am in my 30s.  31 to be exact.  I have been with the same man for about 9 years.  We have a dog named Bo.  He is an English Bulldog.  He is 8 years old.  We have a cat named Kiwi who is going to be 7 in April.  We reside in Omaha and work at the best company ever: FedEx.  Yea, right.  Just totally thankful to have a job.  Economy sucks. $4 gas price possibly.  Definitely uncool.  That's life, right?  One way to do is: accept.  I suppose people will say 'ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!'  What if it's too late??  Yikes.

Picture of Bo:

Picture of Kiwi:

I'm really looking forward to Monday.  I am getting inked.  I'll put it on my left stomach/hip area.  I totally can't wait.  I do believe in Karma since I won $160 tattoo prize thanks to Facebook, Omaha Old Market and Authentic Ink.  It's weird because I'm a bit self conscious about my body, my belly to be exact, but I think body art is so beautiful.  Some may not think so, but my opinion, I think body art is just beyond awesome.  I plan to get butterflies, daisies and stars all over on line of scrolls.  Aqua and orange butterflies.  Sky blue daisies.  Black and white daisies.  Black scrolls.  Definitely a lot of shading going on.  Yea me.  I already have 2 tattoos. One is in chinese (softball) on my lower left back and another one is a cartoonish butterfly on my back right on the spine - above my bra line.  I plan to add details to it, not quite satisfied with it so will make it look like a realistic butterfly instead of cartoony.  This one is going to be my largest one.  Sorry Dad and Mom but I am me.  At least the tats don't show to the public unless I wear a bikini.  A bikini in a "beer" belly.  My fiance says it's so sexy.  Some days, I love my body.  Some days, I dislike it.  Eh. Ha.

I will post pics of the tattoo when it's all done.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 2011 COMING UP SOON!!  

BE SAFE!

My RIGHT side was inked. Not the greatest pic but yeah.